Happy Three Month Bwenda <3 these were just some songs that reminded me of you SO much! I want you to know that I will always be here for you, You'll always have a shoulder to cry on, or somebody to talk to. I won't be as pushy as I was, but if you ever want to talk, I want to be the first person you turn to. Stay Strong, don't get too Stressed about Finals week, AND DON"T WORRY ABOUT ME tehe :)

tonight I was thinking about every thing that was happening in my life, and I couldn't help but cry thinking about my life without you. i think i do a really shitty job at showing you how much I actually care. I want to change that, I've been trying to think of ways to get back to what we had. the only way i came up with was this. I have to stop taking everything so personally. You've told me before, but it just sorta clicked. But at the  same time, I need you to understand my position. I am not very good at the whole dating thing, but I try so so hard to keep what we have. Over the last few months I've always kept thinking that I have to be the perfect boyfriend for you. But I think while trying to doing so, I've lost who I really was. You fell in love with Noah and now your dating a stressed out, fuck-up of a boyfriend. Today I just didn't know how to handle everything that was going on. So I secluded myself. You know what I did that hour? I went to a bathroom stall and sat there. Just sat, and tried to think and straighten out all my thoughts. I'll alwasy want to be with you. But i'm willing to do whatever to try and fix things. Whatever solution you have, I'll give 110% at correcting things. Whatever happens, I want you to know that you're everything to me. I picked this song because it reminded me of singing it in your car with you! <3

Possibly the most dramatic Boyfriend you've ever had,

Noah