Hey again! I dont really know why I'm writing this, I'm 100,000,00% positive that you don't check this anymore. But I guess I'm just writing in order to.... get it off my chest. I Miss you, A LOT. Haha I'm coming into this with an open mind that our friendship will work. But I want nothing more than to be in your basement watching Gossip Girl with you. I HATE GOSSIP GIRL ha but I was with you, and extremely happy. I've come to terms with the way our relationship is going, and I've actually become really happy lately. I started looking at the positives in life. I'M SINGLE! haha that's what most people tell me the biggest positive of everything that has happened was. But I don't agree. I would rather be with you than just hooking up with random girls. If you ever do see this, I can't tell you where we will be in live, or if I'll be in your life at all. But one thing that I can always predict is that if a second chance with you popped up. I would be all over it. I think tonight i was just really missing you because you said you were watching T.V. ha I just thought about the times when you were bored and would call me and we would just sit there... and makeout. We did do that a lot, probably too much haha! But I think that's the thing holding me back from moving on. We have soooooo sooo many good memories with each other, I just wanted to make more. I don't want to be forgotten by you. If you ever do come around and for some reason miss me. Just tell me. You'll make me the happiest man in the world. I understand you need time, and actually want to move on. tell your family Hi for me when you read this, and.... if you do end up reading this, text me, tell me what you think. I'll be happy to talk.